JAVIER SUAREZ

boring boring day.. and to make it worst, its hot and humid too.. well, what can I say.. its Singapore..

this blog is kinda dead in my opinion.. its either due to my ignorance or blogger has already changed so much since the last time i had a blog.. i've tried a couple of times to change the layout but so far it has been a failure :(

this weather is not helping either.. it makes me more frustrated than ever.. i'm suppose to be mugging for my exams (i still have 2 more papers to go).. but i just cant bring myself to sit down and read a scientific literature novel.. not only do i detest science, the number of materials i have to revise is not helping too.. nvm, i guess its all up to my patience.. after 25 nov at 11.30pm, I'M FREE!!! :D:D:D

i have been pondering a lot lately.. "what kind of people do i find attractive?".. after conversing with many people from various backgrounds, age groups and genders, i figure that the kind of people who attracts me (not in a sexual way, just as a chatting buddy), are those who are very confident of themselves.. when someone takes pride and believes in his or her capabilities, that person presents his or herself very well.. To illustrate, I recently chat with this person name Can on msn.. Prior to this, i know nothing about him.. But when he began chatting with me, I find that he is someone intriguing to talk to.. and its because he knows who he is and aptly describe his strengths and weaknesses.. This confidence results in a charming character.. through my experiences in life, i find this quality sadly lacking in many people, especially Asians..

this brings me to ponder about those people who have great personalities but are unable to snare an attractive mate.. maybe its due to their lack of confidence to impress people with their qualities.. i dont know.. but so far, through my chatting experiences, i find that grumpy, pessimistic and timid people are a turn off to talk to.. when you are not willing to share yourself and be witty, i'm just not interested to converse with you.. i'm not sure if this attribute is also shared by others, but for me, if you are not proud of your achievements or capabilities, go take a chill pill and stop praising me.. its no point.. learn to love yourself before you can love others (i recently learned this and i think this statement is so true for inner peace)..

p/s: JAVIER SUAREZ (pronounce as ha-bi-er su-a-reth) --> this note is meant for twinny who is learning how to pronounce spanish words... :D